Thursday, September 18, 2008

Spirit Children

So this has been long put off I should have written a blog on this awhile ago cause its been on my mind. I have whats defined as eplilepsy(tonic-clonic generalized seizures) I know if you dont know what it is thats ok . Anyway Ive had this disease my whole life up until almost a year ago Ive been off medication and everything has been fine but Im entering into unknown territory . Me and my husband have hit a point where we really want children and for the last 6 months while visiting the temple many times and I have experienced a spiritual miracle. Me and my husband have heard and seen our childrens spirits im not sure what this means but for a month I was starting to lose faith see the doctors have been saying all kinds of things hormones changing in my body while being pregnant could cause seizures , if a seizure occurs babies heart rate could drop and my hopes just seemed to fly away . now Im not saying Im not still worryed about that stuff just that Im taking precautions. But Seeing my children in their spirit forms and knowing they exsist and that ill be around to raise them makes me feel better about being a mom and bringing these heavenly beings into this world will be worth it.

Monday, September 1, 2008

Home Sweet New Home

So we have officially moved into our new home in american fork its 445 East 500 South Apt #A13 at Maple village apts we moved about a month ago and things are well. We started going to our new ward the american fork 1st ward and we like the people there so far they have been great to us anyway thats the latest oh and jake started school again yippee